Sometimes we have a moments when we feel like everything end.We suffer and we don't find a reason to stand up in the morning from bed. Those days are the worst.
All memoirs, words sit in a head and they can't let go. Thought about punished myself are normal... but it wont changed anything... the only way is time. Music always helps me. And i found music of Ingrid Michaelson ... okey not exactly... should say that her song found me. Can't wait to get her CD.